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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
WARNING: THIS POST WILL NOT BE A GOOD ONE. I AM ONLY POURING OUT WHAT I'M FEELING. THOSE NOT INTERESTED PLS DO NOT READ THIS. THANK YOU. So there i was. Sitting at the rooftop alone. Trying to make sense of everything that had just happened. Where did i go wrong? Was i even wrong at the first place? Things are happening so fast. How could it be? How could i be from a zero to a somebody. Two months ago, i wouldn't even imagine smiling like this. Two months ago, i thought i was nothing but just another failure. I lost frens whom i care abt and it was my fault that it happened. I guess i was blind in my decisions. Who am i kidding. I knew i would lose them at the first place. They were all moving so fast and so far away from me. Every single one of them. I lost my confidence. I oh so wanted to perform with the handicaps on friday. But i just couldn't. I remembered flunking that performance. It was a mistake so big. I never could see myself perform again. Pasts starts to haunt me. I'm really ashamed of what i've done. BUT This new life has been given to me. a 2nd chance to bring myself up again. i wanna thank god and the sluts inc....no....class SD for making me feel alive again...For once since 2004...I feel alive again Its's been 1 year since you saved me. Although i got hated by the rest, i still thank you for your sacrifce. You were a great friend and i foolishly didn't treasure it. It should have been me. Thank you Ashraf. You will always be remembered for your deeds. R.I.P
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