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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Things look peaceful..From the outside, laughter and joy. But beyond all that, beyond the masks, sadness prevails I haven't been posting. Sorry abt that. Am trying to change to my own skin but things are moving slow. Had a great National day. Danced in the competition and this Friday am going to enjoy myself to Delifrance delicacies Then there was the Fana conflict..then there was Wani and then...more things Fana, i'm sorry. I didn't turn my back on you. I wanted to help you. But somehow..I feel bad and guilty abt it. I hope you're ok.. Is, i'm sorry. I know i kept you in the dark abt some stuffs but pls remember that you are 1 of the 2 person in class that i respect the most. I want a good relationship with you(Not STEADS mind you) and i hope your opinion of me has never changed Linds, i'm sorry. I misjudged you. You were never the person i thought you were until i talked to you. Syak, i'm sorry. You are the second person in class i respect most and that i want you to know that i am glad and proud to have a sister like you and an assistant monitor to rely on. And like Is, i kept you in the dark abt what i feel sometimes Effy, Though you and i have a lot in common and we have a better understanding or problems, i dunno if what's happening now is what you want..Because it's not what i want Ain, You stay calm k. Remember what i told you Sigh..Even with all this, i feel powerless. Things are just not going the way i want it to. I feel stupid and i feel sad sometimes. I dunno who i can confide in. I want an honest opinion from all of you. Give me the bad and give me the good. I want your opinions on what you think abt me. A friend told me, that i am a happy go lucky person. Someone who's not affected by wat is happening to me, someone who anybody can confide in. He also said that i can make anyone feel better, either by making them cry or smile. But of all this, i can't even believe one word of it. I don't think i am that one strong person who can change anyone's life. My confidence is as low as the ants that are on the ground. I dunno what abt me that anyone can like. Even as i type this now, i feel like crap. Wani, thank you. Eventhough things are not that well between you and me, you're still the shoulder that i seek to rest my head on As for YOU. You should know your limits. I know mine At the end of it all..I feel much better after apologising to all you ppl.. I'm not feeling great right now and i won't be in a while..I feel shitty..Count me out of your conflicts for a while..SORRY.. NO MORE EATING, NO SLEEPING, NO LIVING IT'S ALL JUST MORE GIVING TO YOU AND I'M DONE
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