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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
I dunno why, but lately, i've been thinking abt this girl. Her sweet face just keeps popping up in my dreams and thoughts. Everynow and then, when i go out, i yearn to see her somewhere at central or even in the bus. Haha, the funny fact is that, we don't even know each other!! Never had talked to each other. There were only smiles. That is what's making me being this way. By some attractive powers, her smiles have made me got a crush on her. Lemme see, she lives quite near to me. A few bus stops away. I first saw her from my madrasah skool. She was always sitting in one side of the room with her sister. Never talked and never laughed to anything. She was so shy that the guys in my class felt bad at trying to bully her. At that point of time, i never took any notice of her. I didn't think much of her as i was already attached and she wasn't my kind of taste in girls. Plus, she was younger than me by 2 years. Then came secondary school. She entered the same school as me and i realised she was in the normal technical stream. For 3 years, everytime we walked past each other in school, we have never failed to always smile to each other and the closest that i've ever been with you was sitting next to you for detention. Haha, still, we never spoke to each other as u left after 5 minutes due to your teacher. Our paths crossed again in ITE. I was shocked when i saw you in ITE. I never thought that we would keep bumping to each other again and again. Our smile relationship still never ended and after one year, you graduated. Oh how i hope right now that you would continue your studies at Clementi again. Just so that i can see you again. Your pure white skin. Your sweet voice. The way you walk that just shows how shy you are. And of course, your sweet and shy smiles that you never failed to show me. I've been dying to talk to you for a long time now. To know your name. To listen to your laughter. But i've never had the courage to. Yes, That's Hafiz for you. He never has the courage to do anything. Now, after all those chances, i regret not making a move. It doesn't matter that i was attached. There's nothing wrong in making friends right? But i am not attached now and all i can think about is her. I remember it quite well. It happened recently and it was on wednesday. I was on my way home from somewhere and i met you at the boon lay interchange. You were lining up for the same bus as i am and even though you tried to hide it, i could see from afar that you were crying. At that moment of time, in a manner of a sick way, i was stunned by your beauty. At that moment of time, i wanted to make my move. I wanted to be by your side and asked you what was wrong. But all that i managed to do. All that we managed to do. Was smile. And on that day. The first time ever in our smile relationship. I felt that it was painful and sad. That all we did was smile. That all of my 20 year old life's courage could not help push me to make u feel better. Til this day, The beauty that i saw in u is painted in my memories. I can't think of anything else but at that moment of time. That 20 seconds. It was really special for me. I wanna look for you. I wanna start something. A friendship. Maybe it'll lead to something. Maybe it won't. But after all those times of smiling to each other. I think it's abt time we met up, have our tea and start talking abt all the bullshits of our lifes. To you, My Smiling Beauty. Wherever you are. I hope somehow, fate is good to us and let us meet again. Because i wanna write it somewhere. In this blog, on a paper or even in my memories. How the smiles that you've showed me for the past years, was the beginning of something beautiful. ON THE TELEPHONE LINE I AM ANYONE I AM ANYTHING I WANNA BE I COULD BE A SUPERMODEL OR A FAMOUS ACTOR AND YOU WOULDN'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE OR WOULD YOU?
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