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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
Went back home this morning and went straight to my comp with the intention to upload pics and update the blog. But with so many things in my head, this keyboard is really starting to look unpleasant and my fingers are crying not to start typing. Yes, i tried to upload the pictures but Mr. Blogger had to crash down on me and *poof* it disappeared. I didn't even have the time to say "Holy shit". Read Haikal's first post of today(i'm still waiting for your second one bro..Haha..). I wanna say congratulations to Haikal for finding his soulmate. It's so heartwarming and brings me to a smile seeing them. Yup. Them. Both of whom are my primary school mates. By some great force of destiny, they're together now and seem to be going strong. I'm suprised actually (hell...most of us would be) because i don't think that when we were in Primary 3, which was when i started meeting this two lovebirds, we wouldn't be thinking of them being with each other. I guess the only things in our minds at that time was comics, candy and what was the next thing i'm going to do to impress the girls(of course nothing i did impressed the girls. Haha. I was fat, ugly and scary). And honestly kal, i swear i didn't know you had a crush on Azlin since primary school. i thought it was just a 2 days thing but seeing as how serious you are about azlin, i just couldn't help it but helped you get her. I'm glad i managed to hook u up with her(although i did nothing but a small thing) and the rest is history. I couldn't help but reach out to Bloo(my guitar) and played a few songs on it. In the end, i kept playing Through The Glass over and over. I guess i love that song completely. When it comes to my love life, i guess i got no luck. Not because it's the girl's fault but it's mine. I'm just glad that i'm a better person now then i was when i was with Adel. I'm glad that Wani wanted me back. "The boy who made so much wrongs that he has grown up to make a lot of things right" That was what a cousin of mine wrote about me in her blog. She knew everything of what i did. Everything. "I'm not proud of what you did. But you're trying hard not to make the same mistakes. I'm proud of you for that". I can't say the same for myself. Putting Bloo down(he's missing a string but who cares. nobody wanna sponsor me) I start to remember my primary school days. I miss those days. I was always the guy who was left out. Haikal, at that time, was more closer to Khairi. I didn't remember much who i was hanging around with most of the time. I think it was Asyraf but all i could remember was sitting at the reading corner with Haikal mostly. To name some that i could remember : Khairi, Haikal, arwah Aidil, arwah Isa, Faizal O, Azmi, Faizal A, Zul, Aidzuddin(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA), Azri, Khairullah and a fair few other who i can't remember. These guys were superb. We were from different classes but we were united. Everybody was friendly to each other. We would always hang at the shop under Haikal's block and would play soccer at usually around 4 or 5. I admit, i wasn't feeling upset or wadeva when we were about to graduate. I couldn't give a damn about it. It was during Secondary School when i realised that i lost something of great significance. That bond was missing in Secondary school. The only friends i had to pull me through during Secondary school was Haikal and Timon. Not that i couldn't make any friends. Just that i didn't want to. The guys and girls there are all stuck ups and backstabbers. Im trying so hard to keep up with time. I'm already 20 and this phase of my life has left me with a lot of doubts, regrets and satisfaction. I'm satisfied with where i am now. Great friends. Great brothers from another Mama. Finally getting closer with the family. But yet, some things are still in doubt. Who am i suppose to be with? Am i making the right choices? Do i really wanna sign on?. How much is real? That is the question.
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