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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Monday, August 20, 2007
Your touch, your kisses, your hugs, your words. You used to touch me as if i was a national treasure. With so much care and so much love. Whenever your fingers meet my skin, i would quiver and would love every moment of it. Where is it?? Where have it gone to? I miss it so much. It just ain't the same no more. Your touches feel empty now. The only feeling that i have now from your hands are just empty. Cold hands with no life. Is it because of time that led you to stop?? Or was it more whom lost that place in your heart?? Your kisses were drugs. Something that i couldn't get enough of. I used to get so addicted. Keep dreaming about it, keep wanting for more. But now, your kisses are like poison. Everytime you kissed me, i just couldn't take another. It makes me want to push you away from all this act of love. Your hugs were my favorites. It was the greatest thing about you that i cannot explain. It makes me feel warm and high. It felt like you were throwing all that love in you to me with just a simple gesture. All of it. All of it is lost. You keep taking pieces of me away. Keep breaking me apart. Slowly. And with each day, i see this side of you which changes my opinion of you. Your stuborness, your actions and so much more. I can't seem to take it anymore. I was taking it all in. Thinking that i can hold it up and that maybe one day you will be that same person that you used to be. That person who really loved me. And it happened. I exploded. But not with anger. But with disappointment. And after such a long time. A tear fell. You should know when it was. At the bus stop. When i sent you home. I wasn't angry. I was hurt. And god knows how much i tried to stop bursting to tears. That one tear only showed a fraction of how upset i wat with you. I tried to forget about it again. Had more outings with you and more spent more time with you. But it just doesn't feel the same anymore. I just couldn't look you in the eye and find that spark in you anymore. And today. With how i was pushed aside for your friends, Tv show and what not. I'm starting to find myself in the same chair that i was in years ago. This heartache seems like an old friend to me. So distant but familiar. I guess being heartbroken is inevitable again. God help me. Cos right now. Only YOU can.
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