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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Haikal Iz Syaq Black Effy Anne Ameer Fana Yazid Azlin Helmi MADDY! Desiree Yilei Timon Shira |
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Monday, May 19, 2008
As promised..More updates :) Firstly..i'd like to say cheers to Haikal and Azlin for that wonderful KL trip. It was my first time ever going to petaling street and all. It was just jaw dropping to see the standard of shopping centres. Vivo city couldn't even compare to the pavilion man. Thanks so much for the wonderful company and for talking me out in my emotional times. Really glad to have you as my close friends. Especially you dude. You've been one of the main pillars that's been helping me get through this break up. Thanks so much bro. Secondly.. My mom and i went to watch congkak on Sunday. i'm not gonna rate it highly because the movie is more of trying to get you shocked then scared. And the storyline kinda ran off to me. But because of that pretty girl named Elly in the story, i'm gonna give it an 8 out of 10 screams. If you got nothing to do or just feel plain bored..Go and check this movie out. Thirdly..Went to East Coast this morning with the family. I kinda knew that it was gonna be a bad idea because my memories with wani was still fresh there and i kinda still haven't got over her a 100 percent. The shocking part was that my mom knew i was thinking about her all along at East Coast. I kinda felt bad to spoil the mood for her but she was understanding enough and tried to cheer me up. Thanks mom.. You're the other person that has been helping me a lot in this difficult moments. Never once you didn't ask how i was feeling ever since i broke up. And you were even kind enough to be there for me when i broke down. I hope i won't let you see me that way anymore. Heck..i hope no one ever sees me this way anymore. Fourthly..To wani..if you're reading this. I wonder how you are. I hope you're going through things smoothly. I dunno if it's true that you already got yourself another guy. But if you're much happier being with him than being with me, I'm glad. I found out a lot of things from Haikal recently. It seems that you've been unhappy with our relationship for as long as 1 year ago. It's sad and ironic because i thought we were a happy couple and you've never talked to me about being unhappy with a lot of things about me. You should've talked it out with me. That might have worked things out. But let's just not go there shall we. It'll probably end up with another argument and your "BF" to only wanting to whack the shit out of me. But really..You were right. I am not ready for any relationship. And i wanna say my thanks to you. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for all the sacrifices. Thank you for all the smiles and tears. I will treasure every memory, from the laughter we shared at the mcdonalds to the tears that we shed at the playground. I've always treasured you. But maybe you just don't see it and feel it. Well..That's all of it. Everything that i've wanted to say is out of my chest. I'm tired of crying. My tears have really dried up. I just wanna move on now. Go on with life. Enjoy it with the people that i still have with me. My family. P.o.G(I miss you ppl alot..Really). My beloved friend of a decade, Haikal. There's nothing more that i can ask for now. And southern girl...Wherever you are....In time....I'll be ready....I'll be prepared for you..To give you my best.. Cos i'm done breaking girl's heart. Just like you said. It would be. It's never easy I can't feel this way about you anymore. I can't feel this way. I can't feel the same about you anymore. It's never easy without you anymore
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