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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Ah..24..sweet sweet 24.. 2 months ago..u hold a special occasion. Acting as a countdown, well to be exact, the counting of time. How sad it is that just like the number 14, you've lost your special meaning and now you're just like any other number. How fucking useless is it to plan..How useless is it to be true and to be loyal to a girl..How pitiful it is that you try to make many great memories only for it to be buried and only to be remembered and not shared together and laughed about..They say that laughing lovers overcome their closest demons but i guess that they are wrong. I guess, i can never understand. Why girls just go for those type of guys. I've been trying to find an answer all this while and i can never find it. What do you girls see in them?? Greatness?? Macho? Or do you just want them to slam your pussy hard in bed that you dun care about anything else?? Are the good guys in this forsaken earth THAT bad that you just don't want to be with them?? What's the deal?? Takut jatuh maruah when people tell you that your husband is a wussie?? For your damn information..That "Wussie" will be the one who can and will always take care of you through sickness til death..That "Wussie" will help you find the real meaning of all those love songs which you keep listening to. But hey..I guess right now.."Wussies" are just not the IN thing for you girls because they're just not cool and fucking happening enough. Gone are the days of men who are liked by girls for his mild manner and IN with the guys who loves to punch the living daylight of anything they think is looking at them for more than 1 second. Which damn hell leads me to my next point. WTF IS UP WITH YOU FUCKERS NOT LIKING BEING LOOKED AT!!!??? GIRLS!!! IF YOU DUN LIKE TO BE LOOKED AT, THEN WEAR A FUCKING TUDONG OR COVER YOURSELF LIKE A POCHONG..GUYS!! OMG GUYS!!! GOD GAVE YOU EYES SO THAT YOU CAN SEE..AND IF LOOKING AT YOUR CUTE LITTLE NOSE OR WHAT YOUR SHIRT SAYS IS A SIN THEN FUCKING HELL RIP YOUR EYEBALLS OUT SO THAT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW ANOTHER PERSON IS LOOKING AT YOU!!!! I'm fucking sick and tired of all this bullshit gangster shit. So muthafucking old school.."Oh look at me..I'm a tough muthafucka..But i can't wake up at 7 in the morning" What load of bullshit is that?? Please..It's sickening to hear all that crap. "Nobody is allowed to meet, message and call my girlfriend. Because she's mine and no one is allowed to touch her". Another load of bullshit. A note to everyone..If a mat has a gf..The girl instantly gain a queen status. Yes..No touching no nothing..Hell..Even looking at her would be so much as a sin that you'll probably get beheaded. Fuck man..I'm so sick of all this violence and people being stupid. I mean..Were u actually born stupid with no sense of whats wrong and right or did u grow up into one?? Bloody hell!! Your damn parents are there to set an example!! If they are kind, you follow..If they aren't doing the right things, you tell yourself that you'll grow up not being like them. There..Simple isn't it?! AND YOU!!! Omg..What can i say. What are you trying to do?? Really...Is this some kind of your after care customer service or something?? It's over and you're the one who threw me away into your damn garbage..So what the fuck are you still calling and messaging me for?? Is it guilt? Please..You have no guilt..You've never learned to be guilty. Is it because of memories?? Please..I highly doubt it too..I bet when you're hugging and kissing that guy, i'm the last fucking person you will think about. Then may i know why?? Is it u can't let go?? Fucking hell..Don't bullshit with me..Let go?? YOU BLOODY HELL THREW ME AWAY. You probably even used me or even cheated on me..I'll never know..I'm probably like that toilet roll which you used to wipe your damn shit off and flushed me away..Yes..I FEEL LIKE I'M FLUSHED AWAY..GREAT..MORE MATERIAL FOR YOU RIGHT DUDE?? So what more do u want from me? Blood donations? My kidney? Seriously..Fuck off..I'm sick and tired of defending you..YOU'VE REALLY AGED WELL YOU DAMN HYPOCRITE. You dun have to look into the mirror anymore to look at yourself..Just look at your mom..IT'S FUCKING PICTURE PERFECT.. ohmyfuckinggoddamnthisdamnshitofafuck..I'm so fucking pissed right now.. I'm fucking losing myself man..i'm losing sleep..i'm losing weight..i'm losing a lot of things that i used to believe in..Patience..Love...TRUST...I'm not upset because of her..HELL NO..I'm upset because what i believed in is destroyed and just doesn't exist..I'm losing it la..Fuck it man.. Sigh..i'm gonna go and isolate myself from people and just do whatever i feel like doing..because right now..i think it's best that i be alone and think about..well..about wadeva i wanna think about..emo shit..i know..I'm sorry..but this is what i have to do..Not that anyone will miss me..haha..til next time... somehow..in the back of my mind..i know nobody will...
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