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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Sunday, November 09, 2008
2008 has been a bitch. Like seriously. Almost all of my friends this year whom is in a relationship is breaking up with their other half and it includes me as well.. And it's really sad because breaking up is really not an easy thing to cope with especially if u have been together for more than 2 years with him/her. I admit that i myself am not coping very well with my break up. And serving ns and getting punishments ain't helping either. And girl..I dunno if u ever read this blog anymore..i dunno if u even care abt me anymore..I really dunno how you are..Something inside me is telling me that you're maybe taking this hard too but i know it's just me and that you're moving on just fine. And i know you apathy says blame me for this break up now. I dun mind..u can totally blame me for the break up now. I'm doing this now because i just wanna ask for your forgiveness..It's too late..i know..but better late than never..The truth is..i lied..there was no one else i'm interested in..The reason that i broke up with you was because i'm weak...That night at fort canning..I just couldn't believe all the words that you spoke to me..That night was the first time ever that i felt completely destroyed..You couldn't look me in the eye, you couldn't even figure out what you want. Plus, saying that u miss him and saying that you only went back to me because you wanna forget abt him...it was just...too much to handle for me..I still love you girl..but i really can't bring myself to ever see you again..you're like a nightmare that won't go away..all the sweet memories have been clouded by your sharp eged words..All the sweet smiles and laughter that we shared has been erased by your actions..You've changed..and i know there's nothing that i can say that can change your heart and that there's nothing i can do that could make you come back to me for real..I'm suffering so much because of you right now and i keep praying to god that HE would help me get through this soon.. I'm physically and mentally tired right now..Somebody help me..please... Slow dancing on the boulevard in the quiet moments while the city’s still dark Sleepwalking through the summer rain, in the tired spaces you could hear his name When he was warm and tender and you held his arms around you There was nothing but his love and affection, he was crazy for you Now he’s part of something that you lost And for all you know This could be The difference between what you need And what you wanna be Yeah, what you wanna be Night swimming in her diamond dress making small circles move across the surface Stand watching from the steady shore, feeling wide open and waiting for Something warm and tender, now he’s moving further from you There was nothing that could make it easy on you Every step you take reminds you that he’s walking on Yeah, for all you know This could be The difference between what you need And what you want... Every word you never said Echoes down your empty hallway And everything that was your world Just came down Day breaking on the boulevard, feel the sun warming up your second-hand heart Light swimming right across your face and you think, maybe someday, yeah Maybe someday For all you know this could be The difference between what you need And what you want... For all you know Yeah, for all that you know This is what you wanna be Girl, what you wanna be
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