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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Friday, March 06, 2009
I love seeing ppl in love. Honest. I like it how they hold each other, embracing and showing their affection whether in private or the public. Laughters that they share and offering their own shoulders for their tired partner. It just makes me feel...nice....know what i mean? But when i start thinking abt what i want in a girl..Well..Let's just say, i can't seem to find an honest answer. You can ask me that same question twice in one day on different times and i can bet with you that i'll give u 2 different answers. Haha. Well, not that i'm picky or anything, i guess i just really dunno what i want right now. I know for certain that i don't go for looks(like some ppl i know..really..it's sickening) and i want to be really really comfortable with my significant other. Other than that, i dun have much preference. And honestly Kal, i think u rate me too highly. If i could rate myself out of 10, i'd give myself a 4.5. Haha..I'm being honest. I dun look that good and i can be quite a pain in the ass. Dun believe me? Ask wani. And i admit that i have nothing much to offer. My wisdom ain't that good, my jokes are freaking lame and somehow, i just think that i'm growing more colder now. With so many events that is happening recently, i'm really starting to grow more weary and tired of this world. EEWWW..Emo shit...haha.. All is not lost though. I still have friends. But who knows right? Everyone is leaving. My love life, my family. I admit it. I'm really on the verge of depression. Haikal has been my savior so far but i dun want to pour out everything to him. Even he himself couldn't believe that this is happening to me. I need comfort so badly right now. I miss home. I really do. I am a family person. I wanna be with my family more than anything. But even that has been taken away. This post is just damn random man. I dunno where i'm trying to go with this. I guess i just wanna pour it all out. I'm so sick of regrets man. Sigh.. At least i know my plans after ns. I wanna study overseas. I wanna get my ass out of Singapore. It's too painful to be here. Oh..I'm not referring to anyone or anything abt what i'm gonna say next. But if you are doing it, stop it man. Stop hurting her. Think dammit. You've worked so hard to get her and now when you do have her, you get bored and give her all this shit? Come on man..use your god damn young head. She's trying so hard everyday to make it without you when it's so obvious that she NEEDS you in her life. STOP making her cry everynight to sleep thinking that it's her fault. STOP making her think that there's something wrong with her. STOP playing whatever stupid games that you're playing dude. STOP IT. Because she doesn't deserve it. Put yourself in her position All she need is recognition Love's not enough when you say it Don't you know that you got to mean it Screwing up the best thing ever Is something that you'd regret forever Take her and make sure she knows it Let her know, that you'll never let her go! Sigh..Oh well..Enough babbling for one day. Sad konon..Besok pagi bangun terus confirm ketawa and start senyum macam orang gila..Haha..Oh well..I guess that's me...
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