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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy
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Friday, June 05, 2009

Hello readers.


Sadly, i have nothing happy to blog about because life just isn't being nice.


Where to start?

The fact that it's Friday evening and that i'm here at home? Hah, "Home". Is it even legal to call this walls home anymore? It feels more like prison. A prison with two not-on-terms warden. That is what it feels like right now. The arguments are starting to get endless, the voices are starting to get louder and everything that they're arguing about are pointless. You know your marriage is fucking hopeless and can't be saved when you argue about a damn cup. Yes, a bloody freaking non living cup. If this wasn't so serious, i'd laugh my ass off. And take note. The Court is a damn sad, scary and a fucked up place to go to. Even if you're not the one to be charged. Never have i seen such a well lit gloomy place.

Or maybe it's the fact that i'm tired? I don't feel like myself right now. Maybe it's the fact that i've squandered my second chance on a new start. I feel like i did. Everywhere i turn, i keep seeing friends, family members and people who seem to get their chances in starting anew and it keeps them moving forward. Going on to new things and not looking back. Yeah, i feel like i lost those opportunities. Maybe it's my own fault for not grabbing hold of them. That i keep looking back for god knows what reason. Someone even said that i look like a drug addict. Thanks eh :)

Or is it because i am feeling the loneliest i've ever felt? No offense to you my dear friends. You've all played your part really. I cannot ask for more from you people. And bro, don't even start feeling guilty. I WANT you to be there in Dubai dude. You should enjoy yourself dude and maybe even find opportunities there man. I really think you should go for it man. How else can u get such good pay? Haha. Unless if you wanna sell your ass to the some iron sheikh(is this how you spell it?) there.

It's twelve o' clock and I need your attention
It's like the alcohol making my head spin
Your scent is the rum. the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow

And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember it
I'll take this down until the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why don't I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won't let me in, but I'm stronger than that
'Cause you stole my eyes and I've never looked back

Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young, we have nothing to lose
We just the clock to beat and a hand to choose

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I don't, I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It's a long way down
Just fall into place and you'll fall into me
We'll make it out you'll see

So, say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together

And say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

Right Missy :)

posted at 8:24 PM by Fizzy

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