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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I don't understand it. You've seen my flaws. You know how fucked up i am. Yet, i am still the one you seek, still the one whom you can't say goodbye to. I'm just baffled. This question has been in my head since yesterday evening. Honestly, i can take your mockery. Mock me and tease me all you want. I deserve it and i won't argue or even try to make a point. I'm coming clean and i know that at least right now, you know the truth. If that's the price i have to pay then so be it. My past and my mistakes are starting to haunt me. Karma is at work and he seems to be very fucking busy. Have you ever felt comfortable with something? I dunno how to explain it. Something like a daily life routine. The cup of tea that you always need to have in the morning before you go to school. The songs you always listen to when you're in the train. The people that you hang out with after a long day at work/school. That sort of thing. Apparently, my comfort moment is the fact that i'm single right now. True that i hate it and i've been going around complaining but yet at the back of my mind i know that i really like it. I don't have to worry about somebody else. Don't have to worry about expenses. Don't have to get upset or worry about pleasing somebody. Sometimes when i hear or look at my friends arguing with their other half, i don't seem to understand what the fuss is all about. To make it simple, i have been single for a while that i have really forgotten how it feels to be in a relationship. And right now, the big deal is, people think i am desperate to get back into a relationship. That i've been desperately going around looking at girls and trying to find someone to be with. People think that i fall in love with someone too easily. And Haikal thinks i'm attached with someone right now. Sorry to say, i am going to prove you people wrong. And you people know how i love to prove you wrong. So Fizzy, a toast to you. For all the good work that you've done For all the tears that you shed For all those times you've manage to hide your sadness from the world For all those times you've made someone smile For surviving the BRT phase of your NS life without depending on anyone <==This is fucking tough. Trust me For all those sacrifices that you need to make For carrying on living when you felt like dying For being a great friend, brother, son and hopefully A great lover Congratulations dude. For surviving 1 year of singlehood Which you thought would be impossible I know i'm ready to live with regrets But i won't bring it to my grave
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