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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Playlist: Rage Against The Machine - Sleep now in the fire

"For it's the end of history.
It's caged and frozen still.
There is no other pill,
so swallow the one that made you ill"



Bear with me for this post. Because i've been doing a lot of thinking at work (yes, i got nothing to do in camp cos apparently, morning shifts on Saturday and Sunday is equal to quality brain juice time.) and this little interesting topic came into mind.


The topic, ladies and gentleman, is LIFE.


I know I still have not aged ENOUGH to actually be talking about this and this post is not about me trying to complain about my life but rather the deciding factors that is built around the topic. Like what you may ask? Well, firstly there's TIME factor and then the DECISION factor.


TIME FACTOR

Face it, most of us(me included) wish we had more time to spend on our youth doing things that we missed. Like playing a little bit more in the rain or soccer after school with friends and just lazing around somewhere and enjoying people's company. Looking back, i think i grew up so darn fast, i forgot that i am now 22.

A lot of us growing up spend most of our time trying to build our future. Yes, we work hard to gain more knowledge, get that little piece of paper and qualifications called diploma/degree and etc. We get so caught up trying to build our FUTURE, we forgot about that one little problem called the PRESENT. Yes, so you will be successful in the future and will live life with ease when you have that qualification but don't you think you will miss out a lot in life trying to achieve it? I mean, your health deteriorates from all the stress that you get from the school work, the sleep you missed will never be replaced and age will affect your view of things. Will you even be healthy or even alive to enjoy what this earth or life has to offer by then? How much will you regret when the most beautiful things that could be appreciated is taken away from you?

Another point about the time factor would be the SHIT life throws at you. 2009 threw so much shit at my face, i felt like i was a portable toilet potty or something. We ALL have problems and how we take it and how we get back up from it shows what kind of a person we are. Some just keeps getting worse and they blame time for making them be that way while others(myself even =) Oh shut up! My blog! So i have bragging rights!) just learn from it and make themselves a better person. So how? How do we actually appreciate the PRESENT and work for the FUTURE with the 24 hours we're given per day? And how do you go through all the thorns and roses of life in one piece? Simple! DECISIONS


DECISION Factor

DECISIONS are totally the bread and butter of your life. That's what I think. Some people think that it's no use deciding on what you want because fate holds what's in hand for you. They believe in the plagued diseased of the century, the "I'll leave it to FATE" disease. PATHETIC! You do realize that by "leaving it to fate", you've already DECIDED to do nothing and sit down on your sorry hopeless ass, hoping that a miracle would happen.

Decisions are such a delicate matter. Really. That's why I HATE making decisions. Not because I am very indecisive but because I cannot bear the consequence that comes with it if i make a wrong one(WHAT AN EXCUSE HAFIZ!!! LOL..but think about it..it's true). Lets picture a scenario shall we?

Haikal: Fiz, where do you wanna eat later? 930 or JP?
Fizzy: erm...930 ah, cos it's nearer and much cheaper.
And so the two stooges go the block 930 and have their dinner which led them to having food poisoning the next day. Fizzy died not because of the food poisoning but because he had to live with the guilt of deciding. =)

Ok, besides the stupid scenario of me dying, you people get my point right? I mean, whatever in life we decide to do, there is always a road that connects to it and a consequence to it. I thought that eating at 930 would be the sensible choice because it's nearer and cheaper but boy did i not expect the ending.

Ok, cutting the crab sticks, what i'm trying to say is, whatever big decisions that you make in your life, there is always repercussions. Things from relationship to how you want yourself to be to the music you listen to to the friends you hang out with to the life you seek, it all depends on you! Decide who you want to be and where you want to be! Don't let the outside stray you far from what and who you are! A friend of mine decided to start smoking again and start losing himself to his wild side. Another friend of mine think she's not the one whom she was due to time and how much shit she has gone through. I have a friend who is enjoying every single minute of his life cos he decided that no shit would ever bring him down and he looks at life as an adventure and looks forward to every decision that he makes. Decide wisely cos time is not on our side people.


Think about it. It's time we all wake up and smell the roses =)

Til then =)




Fizzy Tipsy!!!!::: My brain amazes myself sometimes. But most of the time, it just irritates the shit out of me

posted at 6:44 PM by Fizzy

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