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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Playlist: Chevelle - The Red "This change he won't contain. Slip away to clear your mind. When asked what made it show? The truth, he gives in to most." Something is obviously wrong with me recently. I can't seem to control my temper anymore. I keep getting agitated by everything and what's worse, my backlash is really fucked up. I scolded my junior at work today until he cried. Not to mention the really colorful language that i used to scold him in front of everyone who was there in that room. I argued with my partner Edy today as well just because he wasn't in the mood to help me get a damn key. YES. I punched him on the face just because of a key! A GOD DAMN KEY!!! I argued with Haikal recently as well and i'm starting to think that what he says is right and i'm saying things that's unlike me at all. (But everything is well now =))Oh god, what is happening to me?? Where is the huge patience that i used to have? Where has all the "give in" attitude gone to? Or has my patience reached a boiling point? Have i given in to too much shit that i just can't give a rats ass anymore? Maybe it's just the lack of sleep i'm having. Or maybe.....and i hope not....I have changed.....God i hope not. Help me =( On another sad note. My dear friend, Afiqhizami, i hope you do rest in peace. I was shocked and broke into tears when i saw your face at the front page of the newpaper involving the bike accident. I wish i was there to melawat but i didn't know that it was held last sunday. You were a great friend and a great person as well. You will be sorely missed. I'm scared that i will leave this place before i can accomplish what i want. I want to see Haikal getting married to Lin. I wanna see how my pog family grow up and have a full attendance dinner with them and their husbands/wives. I wanna see wani living the life that i promised her but sadly, one that i couldn't keep. I wanna see my mom smiling at me and tearing and telling me how proud she is to have me as her son. I want to make my dad finally acknowledge me. I want to see and find out who is that woman who decides to stay by my side. I want to see the sunset and basking in the sunlight feeling like i've won. Sadly, with the way my health keeps deteriorating...... sigh....... Dear god. Please give me the strength so that i won't stray away from those i love. Amin. Til then =) Fizzy Tipsy!!!::: The one who loses isn't always the one who doesn't win
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