Playlist: There for tomorrow - Burn the night away

"Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby just let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things that u say to me
That get me through the day
And it's so hard to catch your feelings
When you always run away
You keep me wide awake...."


2009 has been a big major year for me. Eventful, painful and overall, 
a mix of everything.

Well, I'm gonna separate the good and bad for this year:

Bad!!! =(

- My parents divorce

This is basically the main heartache that I felt for the whole year.. 
I think til now, I haven't yet accepted the fact that my family is 
broken but oh well... Not like I didn't try to fix it or anything

-My health conditions: irregular heartbeat

The second top of the bad of this year. I got to know about this early 
this year and honestly, I don't give a fuck much about this anymore. 
Screw it. It's not as if I went paralyzed on any parts or anything.

-Loss of friends

Yeah..I feel like I lost quite a few friends this year.. I think they 
know who I am referring to.. I hate goodbyes honestly but that's all I 
can do

-Heartbreak

Lol... Believe it or not, I kinda had a fair few heartbreaks this 
year. With whom you ask?? Well, hush darling. I don't show and tell.

-Depression

I suffered from this due to the first 2 reasons on this list. I felt 
like I was robbed of everything this year but as always, my dear 
awesome friends helped me pull out of this.


Well, that's all the bad that I can think off. I'm pretty sure that's 
all of it. Time to go for the positive shall we =)


The good!!!!!! =)))))))))

-HaIkAl syah!!!!

Oh yes. This guy has been awesome throughout the whole year, every 
year. It's kind of come to a point in my life where I don't think I 
can imagine my life without him already. I guess this year, I managed 
to get closer to his family a bit more.

-Nur syafiqah!!!!

Yes, this is the year where i felt like I have found a new best 
friend. Always so very busy and always soooo humble. This girlfriend 
of mine made a lot of my day this year. From her messages to her fb to 
her shenanigans whenever I met her. She's like my walking/portable 
entertainer or something. It always feels great to talk to her cos we 
can actually talk and not make sense and still have a conversation. 
Lol. Oh well, like I said, a major good and on the same rank of 
goodness in 2009 as HaIkAl. Thank you for everything =)

-Passing out parade

Passed out of provost course and got my vocation. Now a lance corporal 
in the detention barrack. I got promoted on September and I had to go 
through a lot of shit working there when I was a junior and for my 
promotion test. Plus I had to help my encik to train the new trainees 
for 3 intakes. But all that is over and now I got 3 juniors under me 
and I'm getting promoted in February to a corporal. I'm not lying when 
I say that I enjoy my ns life so far. Good experience for me =)

-Birthday
This was perhaps the first birthday surprise that made me wanna hide 
under the table. Really. I wanna thank the people who was there again 
cos I really appreciate it. It was awesome. (the collage is hanging 
somewhere fine. Dun worry)

-Room makeover

I finally had a room makeover. I felt like it was time for a change 
and even though it's not the final product that I wanted, it'll have to 
do until I figure out how to get more cash.

-Mr big's concert!!!

Yes, my second big time concert. I honestly think it's better then the 
incubus concert that I went to. They were just plain awesome man. I 
didn't ever wanted the night to end.

-My new phone =))))))

Finally got a new phone. I is very very happy,

-Hari raya

I actually got mixed feelings abt this one. But I am gonna put this in 
the good section cos I had an awesome time with Pog for raya. Just 
plain awesome

-Pasta Mia

This deserves a mention. I dun care. The best makan place find of the 
year!!!!

Well, I'm pretty sure there is more but these are all the major ones 
that I do remember. I'm just gonna make one more list.... The misses

The misses!!!!

-Liverpool!!!

Argh!!!! I cannot believe I missed this one!!! I really wanted to 
go!!!!!

-Movies

I missed out on a lot of movies this year. Basically, I just didn't 
have the time or there's just no one who wanna go out with me. =(


Well, that's all for now that I can think off



I also wanna take this opportunity to wish Wani a happy 21st birthday. 
All the best in what you do and for your future. I am still waiting for your answer missy.


Goodbye 2009
Hello 2010

Lots of things to look forward to.

-ord
-school
-work
-concerts
-friends
-love


Til then =)


Fizzy tipsy!!!!!:::::: You know you love her unconditionally when her happiness is all that matters even if you're not a part of it