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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Sunday, March 07, 2010
 Read my blog recently? Too many sad posts kan? A little bit of happiness is in order here and well, I wish I could post pictures but i'm too lazy to even try to upload any. I think I am nearly there. This long struggle to find myself has been a long journey and after 2 years, enough is enough. It's time to move on from this comfortable sit that's been tying me down. I wanna get free, i wanna take the steps that will bring me to the places that i want to be and i will do it with the people that i love, with a smile on my face and with the beliefs that i believe in. Yes, i still do believe in it. I don't care if you would call me foolish because i know if i keep on looking and going forward, i'll achieve it. I've already found not one but TWO people whom will lead me to the right path if i go stray. I've found the greatest bunch of people whom will make me feel like i've lost a kidney if i don't meet them at least once a month. I have the love of an awesome and the coolest mother all this while. All i need left is a few more pieces of my life's jigsaw puzzle. One of the big piece that i want to achieve is to really have a diploma before i go out to the working world. It's the bare minimum requirement that i want and this time, i hope i will work hard for it. NS life totally showed me what i am capable off and that i'm an efficient worker with a lot of knowledge(though most of them are craps that i learned from Haikal. Can't believe that it'll prove useful one day). Oh and i am sorry mom cos i know you always make my age an issue cos you keep on saying "Bila nak kerja?? Nanti dah rumahtangga susah nanti!". I'm not saying that i won't work, i just want to take my time on this and make sure it feels right. Besides, why rush when you only have death at the end of the trip?? And i don't think marriage is going to be an issue. I'm still young ;) The final big piece of the puzzle would be my love life. It's funny how i can only see the bad side of love right now. I want to make the next girl the right one. I don't like to keep on changing GF like how i keep changing shampoos. ;) And seeing as how my parent's marriage failed and the countless number of relationships that failed from the people i know, i really wonder if i have what it takes to be someone that will make a good life partner. Learned lessons and hurts might hinder my judgement and i don't want to be paranoid for the rest of my life. But i'm quite optimistic and sure that there's a girl out there that will show me. Show me what i've really missed. What i really need. And what it really means to be in love by bringing out the best in me. To anonymous. What i've sent you that night was nothing but the truth. I'm not desperate and i'm not fooling around. I am glad that i told you and got it off my chest. Where do we go from here?? Well, i've said my part. So it's all up to you. =) Oh and i played soccer today after a long time of no game. Ended up having a swollen ankle, a twisted knee and my chest/ribs area hurts like crazy that i can't breathe properly. Not to mention that sleeping at work doesn't help cos i keep getting disturbed. The best of all, i am now having major migraines and i am burning up. Plus i just got nosebleed(my laptop is in a mess with all the blood. lol) Help =S Til then.... =) Fizzy Tipsy!!!!::: You don't miss the water until the well runs dry =)
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