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Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy
Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.




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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

It's really painful. How much I have to sacrifice my own happiness for the greater good. Hah. "greater" good. Or am I just stuck in the illusion that what i'm doing is the right thing? When I should have just grabbed the opportunity and make it mine??

How do you know when to sit idly by and let the situation unfold or do something about it so as to shape the situation to your liking?? How much of enough IS enough?? Cos even honey is hated if it's too sweet. How can I look myself in the mirror and judge that I deserve more than what I think I deserve?

I don't have low self esteem
I just have a high sense of humbleness

I don't want to be special
But I want to be that someone behind someone special

I don't like to be expressive
But I am excited easily

I don't seem to be interested
But I have a high sense of curiousity

Contradictions!
Makes me want to scream objection all over. So what does this make me? Am I not being true to myself?? Or am I a walking disasterpiece??


Lol. Sorry..I'm just very fascinated in how my mind, or rather myself, work. All that's typed above are what I think I should work on. Or should I just leave it be?? Cos my dear friends think I'm fine just the way I am.. Hahaha..what do u think??(as if I'm gonna get answers)

Senang2, just send me to imh je.. =)






Til then. =)

posted at 2:18 PM by Fizzy

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