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The Man
Name: Mohamed Hafiz. A.k.a Fizzy Age: As you get older, you realise age doesn't matter. 23 if u still want to know.
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Friday, January 14, 2011
Days past: 1996 ~ present Haikal, Azlin 2000 ~ present Din and Timothy 2001 ~ 2004 Adelene 24/9/2005 ~ 2008 Wani 2006 ~ Present Ameer, Aizat, Aslinda, Aynniza, Ayu, Eric, Effy, Iz, Farhana, Syafiqah, Yazid 1987 ~ ????? I lost myself somewhere....... Yesterday night was....different..... Met up with Fana to have a nice chat with her at Jurong Hill and went back at 10 plus. After my prayers, my heart went heavy and i can't stop thinking about the past. Doesn't have to take a genius to know my emo mode was on. Went to my mom's room to watch her sleep and i couldn't help but to tear. So much has change. I really wonder if i have change along with these changing times? And i just couldn't help but to feel so damn lonely last night. I wanted to call someone, to have a listening ear but i just didn't know what to tell them. How can i possibly explain to them what is it that i'm feeling when i myself don't even know what's bothering me? And not to mention, i just had the urge to call Wani so badly just to find out how she's doing. My head was so damn messed up that i just needed to get some fresh air badly and guess what this genius brain thought off? Boon lay with Emi's bike. And i did meet wani by the way. It was really good to catch up with her and knowing she's fine and it really did help. What is it about me? What is my damn problem? What's wrong with me? I don't have answers. I'm scared i haven't change for the better. I'm finding it difficult to step up as the older brother I fear of losing those whom are dear to me. Without making a strong impression on them Cos i have done so much wrong. I just want to make it right.......
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