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I love u more with every breath truly, madly, deeply do.
=)
Plus decal of this on the rear side
Almost there...very fucking soon..excited like mad...
=)
The week spent with you was nothing less then spectacular
From cooking pasta to sentosa to our dinner together, I can't help but just smile everytime I think about it.
It's true that even I didn't expect this to happen but ever since our first...erm..."outing", you have left such a huge impression on me that you have never left my head at all.
"I need your touch..your kiss..your love..your taste
I just can't get enough of your hugs, your heart
To move every star
To all the times
You're always on my mind"
=)
Best night that I had in a long time. Thank you
=)
Days past:
1996 ~ present
Haikal, Azlin
2000 ~ present
Din and Timothy
2001 ~ 2004
Adelene
24/9/2005 ~ 2008
Wani
2006 ~ Present
Ameer, Aizat, Aslinda, Aynniza, Ayu, Eric, Effy, Iz, Farhana, Syafiqah, Yazid
1987 ~ ?????
I lost myself somewhere.......
Yesterday night was....different.....
Met up with Fana to have a nice chat with her at Jurong Hill and went back at 10 plus. After my prayers, my heart went heavy and i can't stop thinking about the past. Doesn't have to take a genius to know my emo mode was on. Went to my mom's room to watch her sleep and i couldn't help but to tear. So much has change. I really wonder if i have change along with these changing times?
And i just couldn't help but to feel so damn lonely last night. I wanted to call someone, to have a listening ear but i just didn't know what to tell them. How can i possibly explain to them what is it that i'm feeling when i myself don't even know what's bothering me?
And not to mention, i just had the urge to call Wani so badly just to find out how she's doing. My head was so damn messed up that i just needed to get some fresh air badly and guess what this genius brain thought off? Boon lay with Emi's bike. And i did meet wani by the way. It was really good to catch up with her and knowing she's fine and it really did help.
What is it about me?
What is my damn problem?
What's wrong with me?
I don't have answers.
I'm scared i haven't change for the better.
I'm finding it difficult to step up as the older brother
I fear of losing those whom are dear to me.
Without making a strong impression on them
Cos i have done so much wrong.
I just want to make it right.......
There will come a time when you think that everything is finished.
That will be the beginning
=)
The last time I went for a holiday, which was KL, I was too preoccupied trying to recover from a break up. Now, three years later, there ain't no such thing. I'm gonna party my ass off and make sure I'll remember this.
=)
EXCITED LIKE FUCK!!!!
I'M A WEEK AWAY FROM MY HOLIDAY!!!
*JUMPS LIKE A SCREAMING LUNATIC FANGIRL*
Off day is awesome =)
Batteries are recharged and ankle is feeling better.
Met up with Vivin yesterday to catch Hello stranger at Jurong point. Totally an awesome movie. Laughed my ass off all night. Walked her home and Yashin kept me company for the rest of the journey.
This is a story of how one night can weigh a tonne
Ankle hurts like crazy.
Flu is starting to annoy the shit outta me.
How the hell do you switch off the valve to a running nose anyway??
I swear i'm a workaholic now 0_0!!
I'm a mess indeed.
On a lighter note!
1 more week to holiday!
I am very happy with my progress of life after NS.
And i can't stop listening to my blog song right now.
Come back
So i can say thank you for these
Home cooked meals and a place
To rest my troubled head when you're away
I've passed the test, I've earned an A
Not just in school but in life
You'll always be right by my side
To help me show hope to all
That are lost and sick of this dying world
I'll use the love that you left behind
I'll change their minds
I'll change their minds
This is not what it is only baby scars
I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side
I'm a mess right now..
=(
 
It's been a while since we all sat down and laugh our ass off.
Let's do it again soon =)
There's not a single day that passed by where I don't think about you
I tried hard to stay awake everyday to go online to see if u are there
Everyday I could feel it build up inside me
I kept myself busy with more work now because I don't want to let it take over me
I've never been the one to say the first words to you..
Not because I don't care about u
It's because I don't want u to worry.
Because I don't want to succumb to it.
I don't want to be weak.
But the truth is.....
I miss my ya kun buddy.
I miss my teasing birdie.
I miss my mix blood tattoo artist..
I miss u
More and more as each day pass
=(
P.s I dunno why..but mcd burgers tastes better now...
$2300/month
Should I or shouldn't I??
It's only been 2 weeks since I started working and rumours are spreading around like wildfire!
I like this girl la, that girl likes me la..
One word: ME RE PEK!!!
The one I want is......
=)
Addicted.......
"and all the friends laid down the flowers,
sit on the banks and drink for hours,
talk of the way they saw him last,
local boy in the photograph"
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